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Thursday, November 7th, 2019

Title: hold your heart into this darkness
Pairing: Castiel/Dean
Rating: unrated
Words: ~3,000
Summary: Warmth uncurls under Dean's ribs, the same warmth he's carried around for the last ten years. He knows what it is. He just doesn't know if it's his.
Notes: Coda for 15x03. This is weird and choppy, but I feel like in the aftermath of this shitshow, Dean would also feel weird and choppy. Warnings for alcohol use as a coping mechanism.

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( hold your heart into this darkness )

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