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Wednesday, August 2nd, 2017

Title: Love: A Retrospective
Pairing: Cas/Dean
Rating: NC17
Words: ~41,000
Summary: Pretending Cas is just his friend has been the only thing keeping Dean's head on straight for years. He never realized how much doing that depended on him making himself scarce in the morning ─ not until Cas came back and moved into the bunker.
Notes: Many, many, many, many moons ago, Anna asked for a canonverse story where Dean and Cas have been doing it the whole time. Well, this is it. It only took me three years.

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